Summer.

Let me just say, and I know I'm not the only one, I want summer.

I miss it.

I miss being able to wake up whenever I want. Even though, I can't sleep past ten. -_-

I miss going to the beach. I've declared myself "beach bum" this summer.

I want to be with my friends, 24/7 and have fun!

I miss staying up 'til outrageous hours, and barely getting any sleep.

I miss laughing so hard, no sound comes out. I mean, I do that now but not as much as I can during the summer. If that makes any sense. :P

I miss the freedom.

There's no drama during the summer, might I add.

Forget all the stress about school. Forget parents, forget teachers, forget rules.

Even though, "rules" is something I don't go by at all. 0;)

I just want fun.

Not boring old, beach with the family. I want to explore, travel, go somewhere, do something completly amazeballs. And have a story to tell when I get back to school in the fall.

I want to do bad things, I want to get into (even more) trouble.

Because that's exciting!

The past two summers, I did nothing. I hung out with my family mostly, and texted.

How boring is that?

I never took control of my summer.

But this year, things are going to change.

I'm sixteen years old. It's about time I do something for myself, for once.

And this might sound weird, but I love talking to strangers and acting like a weirdo. Because, your chances of ever seeing that person/stranger again, are like one in a million.

Maybe..

I don't fuckin' know.

But around there.

I'm just saying.

I'm young, and I really don't care what people think of me. Expecially strangers.

So.

Dear summer, hurry up and get here.

Love, girl who needs a getaway.

-xBremi.

http://weheartit.com/entry/94661999

http://weheartit.com/entry/94625988

http://weheartit.com/entry/9473290

I miss the lips that made me fly.

JKSGHFhegMEjhlgrjhktrjg.
So.
I liked the lyric, so that's why I named my blog posty thing it.
Hm..
What to write..
Lalalala.
*thinks*
http://www.justsomelyrics.com/1815876/Chester-See-Beautiful-Lyrics
Amazing song.
Go listen.
OH AND.
I'm seeing A Rocket To The Moon on Thursday!! SO EXCITED.
Here's a link to this AMAZING band, just in case you live under a rock and have never heard of them. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mioOMEsXM04&feature=player_embedded
Deuces.
-xBremi.

Valentines Day.

So, everyone seems to be blogging about Valentines Day.
MY TURN!
I honestly like this holiday, which isn't really a holiday.. Haha.
I think it's cute.
Hearts everywhere. Lovey dovey couples being together, candy, flowers, etc.
And although couples should be like this everyday, and I'm kinda jealous at the fact that I can't spend today with my girlfriend; it's nothing to obsess about hating.
Most of you are all http://weheartit.com/entry/7146233
xD
AND!
I'm not saying this because I'm not single.

Dear single people,

Stay un-bitter today. Eat candy, watch cute movies, and remember! There is always next year. ;)

http://weheartit.com/entry/7149030
Have a great day, ya'll.
Peace out.

-xBremi.    

Blah.

 So, I haven't posted in a while.

Rah, rah. Ooh, la. la.

I don't really know what to write about anymore, haha.

I'm at school. We have a half day.

There's been so much drama lately, and it's so stupid and un-needed.

I guess I'ma try and stay away from the interwebz for a while.

.... This won't last long.

Maybe I'll just stay away from NaNo for a bit.

It's stupid for someone to criticize every little thing in Elle’s novel, but then back out when Sar and I defend her.

Maybe, I'll just stop sticking up for people.

Sometimes, they don't even appreciate it.

This is annoying.

Just, BLAH. BLAH. BLAH. Suck my dick, really.

Bye.

- xBremi.

TAKIN OVER!

heeey its bremi's friend sawah!!!! im takin over :D WOOT WOOT! bremi is the most amazingest person evah!!!!!!!!!!!!! haters be hatin cuz shes bah biffle and not urs!

Special guest. :D

Blue = Bremi.

Purple = Sarah.

YO. I KNOW HOW TO RAP. WANNA SEE?
.... You don't?


SUCKS FOR YOU.
:D
^-^
Yo.. Yo...
This is Bremi. It rhymes with Semi.
And.. Demi.. and..
WORDS.
Your mom looks like a bird.
She ate a worm and I was like..
..............
...............
..............................
...................................
Was it gummy? o_o
She said "no" so, I called her a hoe.
She flew away and that's what I say.
HOLLA.

HAI! ^-^
MORE.
okay so my turn. UR JELLO OF MY MAD RAPPIN SKILLLLLLZ.
with a z.

..... She didn't even rap.. OMFG. I HATE LIFE.
 *dies*
BYE!
<3

I WASNT DONE YET!!!....jeez >.> OKAY. *glares at bremi*
okay cool shes not looking anymore. HAI GUYS! :DDD heres my rap about this wierd guy at lunch O_o:

he was like 'yo' with a stupid head nod
and i was all 'no' he looked like a frog
he started talkin shit
i was like 'this hoes gonna get hit'

he was all starin at me
but i was like "dont you have somewhere to be?"
this was gettin awkward so i looked away
next thing i know his friends walkin my way

"from the kid in the green shirt" with paper in his hand
i grabbed it away " hes gonna get hit.that stupid little shit."

THE END!
true story BTW x_x *dies*

It was an epic lunch period. Legit.
Hope ya'll liked my special guest.
Alright. Deuces.

-xBremi.

Yola.

'Sup, peeps?
It's been a while since I actually came on and updated.
I've wanted to, but haven't had the time.
So, here I am.
*waves to all my fans* :']
... Just kidding.
Well, I'm in shop. Doing... Pretty much nothing.
Uh...
http://www.nanowrimo.org/eng/user/654198 <-- My NanoWrimo! :D
I also posted more pictures I made on my Flickr.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/35783371@N08/ So, be cool & check those out. Leave comments too? ^-^ Haha.
Uh, I'm bored.
Kinda tired too.
I HAVE PRETZELS! .. Only not really anymore... But... I like pretzels! WEEE.
I have a bagel. ~my obsession~ xD
This is a fail.
Haha.
Listen to... Music.
BYE.

Just..

I don't know what to do anymore..
I love you, I do. But there are so many things that are just killing me..
One. We're 49234597452093485725823452 bazillion miles apart.
Two. We barely TALK.
Three. We're basically a secret.
It just hurts..
Loving someone, and not being able to hug them, or hold them.
Holding the phone close to you when you sleep because it sometimes makes them feel like they're there. Someway, somehow, they're there. And for a little while, you're content. You're okay. Until I see your face again..
And it all just makes me feel useless.
What can I do for you?
I'm so freaking far away.
This isn't a way to have a relationship.. It really isn't. But I KNOW if I let go and wait until I'm THERE, I'll only feel worse..
I can't let go. And I'm holding on with all I have. Just to keep you mine.
Even though I feel like I don't deserve you.
And everyday, I wonder why you want me. What you even see in me.
It's more like a mystery, and I can't solve it because I don't have enough clues.

I feel like I've failed you..
And I'm sorry for that.
I love you.. :I
Please, don't forget that.

-xBremi.